Had a perceptible dream last night . I went fishing with him , then i got frightened when this huge & fearful fish bites my rod , so i threw the whole rod into the sea.. I hugged him telling him that i'm scared , he hugged me back and telling me it's ok , he's here . Tapping my head then he told me "silly girl , you must zao gu zi ji as i won't be around for you like last time already , must learn to be independent ya" . My tears eventually drop , & i asked him to come back to me again . But he said let bygones be bygones , & he walked away without turning back to take a last glance again . It was just a dream , but it somehow tells me how important this person once was to me . I'm glad to at least have you in my life before anyway , those memories will not be forgotten . Thanks again for everything . It's been 4 months yet i still cried when i see you . I should really move on , jiayou !